Who’s That Girl?

I wonder if authors are surprised when a character flows out from their pen or keyboard a fully developed personality with a complete life history. I know the usual process is to agonize over every detail and change character traits until it gels into the person which fits the story.  Sometimes, or so I hear, the character just flows, as if it wants to be born.

When I started drawing the girl below, I did not have a reference, nor did I have a vision of what I wanted her to look like. She just came to the paper, fully developed.

GirlI look at her now and start to image the details of her life, her likes, her dreams, her personality.  It is like having a baby (OK it is not really, but stay with me for a moment).  You put something of yourself into the creation, but in the end, they are their own individual entity – marvelously unique.  I wish all drawings flowed so easily!

I have some exciting changes going on in my world.  I am downsizing from an 1100 square foot 3-bedroom house, to a tiny 500 square foot (or so) 1-bedroom apartment.  Yes, I will officially be a tiny house dweller.  I will also be renting an art studio in a building with other artists!  I am sad to leave my home that I love, but I am looking forward to more financial freedom, less stuff to take care of, and my very own studio space!  I will post pictures as I make the move.

Growth, but still a long way to go

I continue to practice drawing portraits.  Finding myself drawn to the human face, I see it as endlessly fascinating!  Ultimately, I want to create expressive drawings and paintings, but I also long to simply and accurately capture the essence of a face.  Usually I use a reference for my drawings, but the first one below came directly from the act of drawing.  I enjoyed watching the image develop without any preconceived ideas of who I was drawing.

March 10, 2016

March 10, 2016

 

The rest of the images are from references.  I quite like some, although they don’t come close to representing the actual faces I was trying to draw.  The one directly below has a lot of character which I love.  I also am continuing to try to draw more birds, animals, and elements from nature.

March 11, 2016

March 11, 2016

 

 

 

 

 

March 12, 2016

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March 15, 2016

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March 16, 2016

March 16, 2016

I like the simplicity of this pen drawing above.  Very stylized, but fun.

March 17, 2016

March 17, 2016

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I continue to try and draw a self portrait.  Here is today’s attempt.  The face is too narrow and pinched.  Maybe that is how I feel!  I would really like to be able to get a likeness.  It is hard to look in a mirror and draw because I keep moving, and that doesn’t help.  Trying to get the relationships right is tough. I really admire people who can create a quick sketch that accurately captures a face so that it is instantly recognizable.  I am learning that the slightest mistake can throw it completely off.  I appreciate any suggestions on how to improve!

Catching Up

Drawing every day, I have not only been learning how to draw better, but I have also been learning a bit about myself.

February 12, 2016

February 12, 2016

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 13, 2016

February 13, 2016 

In the past, I have only created art when I felt like it.  I had to be in the mood to draw, or paint, or do one of the many crafts I enjoy.  I had, and still have, a lot of resistance to the act of creating.  This is mostly due to my fears and judgement of the potential outcome of any creative project.  Will it be good enough for the time I spent on it?  How will it compare to other artist’s work?  Will it look childish and awkward?  Well, very often, my drawings and paintings do not look as I had in mind when I started the piece and I am frequently disappointed in the outcome.

The point, I have discovered, is that I need to make myself draw anyway.  It is obvious in my mind that is the only way I will improve, but, my anxiety often keeps me from actually putting pen, pencil, or paint to paper.  By making this commitment to myself to draw every day and to post on Instagram, and here on my blog, I am forced to draw sometimes when I am tired, when I am distracted by life, when I just don’t feel much like drawing.  Most the time though, once I begin the drawing, I lose myself in the lines, the shape, the form of whatever I am drawing at the moment.  My daily drawing becomes a meditation in seeing – a practice, not a product.

February 14, 2016

February 14, 2016

February 15, 2016

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February 17, 2016

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February 18, 2016

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February 19, 2016

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February 20, 2016

February 20, 2016

Like most things in life, it is the tiny little acts we do each day that make the most difference, not larger gestures.  Each drawing is a tiny step forward in my journey as an artist and in my soul journey as well.  That thought helps me to stay committed to this practice.

One Month Done!

I can’t believe I have completed a drawing every single day for the month of January!  Frankly, I have often come up with challenges or ideas of creative things I want to do, but I admit I sometimes (frequently) have trouble following through.  I am pleased with the progress I have made this month.  I don’t love all of these drawings, most are mediocre, but, that’s not the point.  The fact that I made one each day and posted them represents a huge hurdle for me.  A daily drawing practice forces me outside my comfortable complacency into unknown territory.   Territory where my skills and confidence are growing.

My favorite this month is this pen and ink of a quail:

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One goal this year is to become more comfortable using ink as opposed to graphite.  I love ink drawings, but creating with ink can be nerve wracking.  There’s no chance to erase!

Then I had some more fun with flower doodles.  This type of illustrative drawing from the imagination is what I do when I want to relax and de-stress.

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On Sunday, I actually did a self-portrait that comes closest to capturing a likeness!  I stood in front of the bathroom mirror with my sketchbook and charcoal.  Since I had to see the drawing, I had on my reading glasses, so I drew those as well.  I like the simplicity of this sketch.

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Today, I went back to my old standby for still life – the pear.

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After just one month, I can see tremendous growth in my work, I can’t wait to see the difference a year of daily drawing will make!

Trying not to get discouraged

For 2016, I made a commitment to myself to make a drawing every day. Some days, it is more of a doodle, on other days I try to sketch an object or face. My comfort zone is in plants and the natural world. I love flowers and leaves, stones and sticks. I would not say I have any expertise or skill, but I just enjoy drawing those objects.

The thing is, I have a desire to create portraits – not necessarily of any particular individual, but more abstracted, such as Misty Mawn, Gillian Lee Smith, or Jeanne Oliver.  Even though I ultimately want to paint more abstractedly, I long to capture an actual likeness.  I have been trying to draw a self portrait and have not even come close yet.  I try not to get discouraged, but simply recognize that I need practice.

January 28, 2016

January 28, 2016

This was today’s drawing that started as a self-portrait, until I got the nose way too long.  There are times that I regret committing to posting my drawings every day on Instagram, and posting them in my blog as well.  It is a lesson in humility for sure!

Reminding myself to practice, then practice some more…

 

 

 

 

Here are my other drawings since my last posting:

January 26, 2016

January 26, 2016

This began as Georgia O’Keefe.  She has such an interesting face, I so wish I could accurately capture it.

I love painting and drawing from Buddha sculptures.  It transports me to a calm and tranquil place…

January 27, 2016

January 27, 2016

I have some Buddha paintings I did a couple of years ago that I posted about in December 2013 and January 2014.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I also played with some paper clay this week.  I formed some small hearts that I painted with acrylic ink after the hearts air dried.  These have such a smooth feel to them, like stone, but so light weight.

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